:((

最近好像很容易伤感，蛮感性的咯！

好像开始觉得很孤单。幸好回家还会有人等待我，听我吹水。
每天的生活规律千篇一律！

早餐-->上班-->午餐-->下班-->晚餐-->睡觉
好像还规律过爷爷和奶奶的咯！爷爷的生活可能还比我精彩少少。

很想念麻将

也很怀念旅行

很久没人陪我购物

也好像对我的画画陌生了。

有堕落人生的感觉

不公平拉。都不懂为什么全部人都那么的忙碌。
哎呀！ 发疯了！ 不想再酱过日子啦。

但人在江湖身不由己。 地球也不是为了我而转

还记得, 一次在街上看见了

"你伤心是因为不舍从前的快乐! "
有股莫名其妙的认同

天灰灰的，还是走不出头上漂浮的乌云

A wound...

When i was taking the lift back from carpark, i took my 1st step out from the door lift, I stumbled against the lift gap unconsciously..starring back and wondered why this happened.

Only found that the lift stopped below the ground level. A gap of around 15 cm height was the cause that make me in wound.

The next second i can felt is only the pain. OUCH! my facie all gone loh when everyone who waiting the lift starred at me...... i rushed my way like the lame all the way back to the house. Seeing the 3 toes bleed at the same time... sobsob..... it really hurts...

what to do, "thanks" to my carelessness ler...3 of my toes hurt, but only got 2 plasters. sorry to one of the victim toes...aiks...

3 toes at the middle swelled red after a thorough wash.

Ganti Auntie, Lipat Askar?

感动哦！豆豆竟然答应把莎莎运来吉隆坡了。

不过单单一个百雨交加的晚上，我好像有点害怕了。我竟然有一杀那眼前一白，慌了！

到了tol， 我竟然聪明的选了个没车的缴费站，洋洋得意之际，发现counter 原来亮红灯！ closed 的。 不死，幸亏有"碰和走" 的机，一卡在手也安了下下。 才发现，车车太远，手不够长来碰啦！有没有搞错！笑人啦，也有今天了。冒着雨开门，tit 终于大步揽过。

今早一人驾到公司。幸亏早到一小时左右。在停车场内绕了大圈又小圈，连parkingticket 都可以拿了三次不同zon的。哈哈。

最后终于有人能让我问了。原来应该是zoneU. 杀上去zone U了。 5th > 6a > 6b> 6c>6d>7th >到了顶楼才发现不对劲。又回到了6a ， 椰壳才刚开窍。

也算聪明点放在入口处正中间前。松口气，下车走进去，不会吧！原来才知道我迫在另外一栋楼啦！有渣到的感觉。

安慰自己我好歹也没有冲上premier zone. 不然真是"赔了夫人又折兵叻!"

1 & 7

what a silly mistake i had done! the consequence is i transferred rm 750 to an unknown account, just because the staff in xxxBANK typed in the wrong number and i din realise the BIG difference between 1 and 7 even when i take over the receipt until a week after.... speechless to myself too...
now, only can pray hard that the transaction is reversible or else, my $ will GONE!

skin for ugly ducking

the saying goes:　"the higher the hope climbs, the more pieces heart breaks"
i was over the moon when i saw the laptop skin design competition. Without even weighing own true ability and capability, i submitted my design. praying hard, hopping miracle would happen n bring me to next higher level.

In fact, i was slammed back to the earth ground when the result finally released! what a shame! What am i thinking? Obviously, I am really seeing the world from a keychain!

Saw through the shortlisted design, perhaps all my hope was just some sweet dreams. only exist and available in my slumber. disappointment filled the heart and i knew i should back to the reality. on this very moment, only you, the only one who believe in me and being supportive to me. so grateful!

below are 2 of my works. Finally u know y i m not selected......

A shock from Aunties

After working, body was too exhausted. Yet, still dragging the footsteps towards the ktm station.

On the way, i stepped onto the escalator with half-closed eyes

"PAK"

Huh? only realising my book "commit suicide" there, haven even got the time to say anything, a loud scream of AAARRRR with high frequency suddenly attacked my ear drums! Unconsciously, i shouted too, with both hands covering my ears.

My sleepy eyes were magnified into the size of 50 cents. Thinking not suppose i m the one who should shout 1st meh? I rooted to the escalator, starring that "loud speaker" auntie. She starred straight into my eyes, "Aiyo, u frightenned me la! I thought the escalator break down. Aiyo, nearly got a heart attack!" Thinking back, she is the one scared me instead of the book.. wahahaha

I hide my shameness with a smile and few apologies.

In fact, I wondered if the auntie read too much newspaper? Or she came across too many news reported on escalator dysfunction? Or perhaps aunties nowadays were getting too creative minded?"

小椰子终于上班了！哇涝， 真得很幸运能到这间公司上班。 离梦想也算迈进一大步了。 公司全都是以奶粉为主。 这就叫因果报应咯！自己对牛奶一律不通， 自己更是lactose intolerance, 赢了咯!

战战兢兢的踏上了公司，哇！ 不是他的装修堂皇， 不是地方辽阔pun, 更不是因为每楼都有coffee maker pun, 而竟然又是一间拥有很多玻璃的地方 只不过这次景观可大不同呢。

拜托！千万不要这间。 但临时抱佛脚，哪会有一次灵的喔。 里面的同事们都长得很标志的咯。 果然是cantik sekali. 喀喀。 好咯，把我囤在那边， 日后也好比较什么是美咯.

做着东东，突然被叫了出席离别会 那不是重点， 重点是后者。 竟然来一场同事冰琪泠比赛咧！ 每组有二人。 amelie, u like ice cream kan? 我用了人生最小条的神经线 顿时拼了老命摇头。 幸亏平常多看电视， “牙齿经常敏感发痛?请用医生都推荐的Sensodyne" 喀喀， 是它救了我一命.

更精彩的是突然上司抵出三个纸杯 不是给参赛者漱口用的 也不是给他们解三急的 对！就是苏乞丐存钱桶。 原来，还可以聚赌的咯 opps , 应该酱 Kita tak berjudi, hanya main catur saja. haha

focus focus! u know? 只听见赌徒拼命守住他们的赌注。 吃的人冷得脸发红，手脚冰冷， 不停抖动 看的人捏冷汗，肚子也跟着搅，不时反胃 全程比赛，笑得大家合不拢口 一个下午就很轻松的过去了