mood swing~danger

After passing up my thesis, now busy with the journal publication.  I rejected to publish my paper at 1st, but lecturer's nagging and his effort had changed my mind.  Also, i was given about 2 weeks to draft out.  In fact, i should be on the speedy mode, spending hours working on it.  However, everything just seem not right! my mood swing easily too. i become hot tempered and bossy. ; (  All stressed out and no one to choke." best described. 

what to blame? 

the hot weather, low quality sleep, boredom, loneliness n blah blah blah... what a shame!

this morning, was thinking to treat myself a goodie breakfast~mcd weekday breakfast.  what a long q when i got there.  happy enjoying my rm 4 breakfast but i was happy too soon.  my mood dropped when i ended up eating the BEEF JERKY ~RM80 ..... aiks... who to blame?  AI LIN lor.. i didnt dare to tell anyone verbally also, because it was my fault...@___@.

few days "Locked" at home,  many thoughts in my mind.  my carreer, my life, my family, my relationship, my friends, my financial issues and alot more.... therefore,  i wish i will be a man on next life, because i heard that man only think of one thing at one time, unlike women who multi-tasking always.  heee

I went to popular bookstore to make some readings.  Arrived at the parking lot, i was tricked by the wind. yes, i mean the blowing wind.  i was about to take my ticket back inside my car, who knows... whistl.......and my ticket FLEW away. Oh gosh... DANG! im so stupid! i couldnt hold a thin piece of ticket properly! I pulled the brake and get down the car to search for it.  Found it slipped under the back tyre. swt..embarassed, even though only a car queued behind.

and this week, honestly, everyday is so dull, so colourless, so moody and so not-expecting. argh..... i need a work, to clear all the negative charge! 


* I hate being Negative *