January 10, 2011

hope returns disappointment

sad sad..today i went to meet up the lecturer.  Who knows, he told me i have done the WRONG test analysis. The test result need to redo!  ARGHhhhh, i rooted there! y again ? weeps. please la ailin, cant you be more SING muk! scolded myself! gerrr... tears almost rolled down at that moment, feeling useless and disappointed.  even intended to give up. Yeah, i know that i m the one to be blamed.  bad news that the final thesis presentation would be in the mid of February (after cny), instead of January as planned earlier!  Sorry to my family members especially mama who kept worrying.  Sorry to all my dearest friends who had given me endless support.  Sorry to meimei and my dear to put your hope into disappointment once again.  aiks.  heart sank to the bottom and my mind is in a mess right now.  No appetite and no hope to talk at all.  JUst sorry ... sobsob.  **I know it is a small matter, but really cant help feeling useless. i will be okay, but not at this moment! 

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