Rabbieeee 2011

decors in the shop wowed me! 

have been long time i didnt back to house...

love going home with meimei too

but unfortunately, still need to rush back kl on monday 

to settle my thesis things

anyway, share with u guys some decors in the shop...

happy shopping !

this is the last minute shopping spree
@theSTORE

grabbing tinSS of cookies,

joining the LOOOOOOOOooong Q,

ended up only manage to grab 2 boxes mandarin oranges ..LOL

and i learned that, i m not competitive to the youngsters nowadays. 
my queue nearly cut by 2 liltle boys (<10 years old)

hmph......

it wasnt my day

just back from meeting my supervisor, for the final draft collection.  It wasn't perfect.  there are still corrections to be done.  this sentence i had repeated N times and it is annoying.  I pretty know that.   I hate when i need to make such decision.  I have to break my promise of going back Ipoh as early as i can ti help out mama in the shop.  Shop is too busy with last minute shoppers until Papa and Mama have fallen sick. But, due to my dumbiness, the thesis wasn't OKAY yet.  Supervisor had arranged some submissions and collections of the drafts on coming Friday and next Monday.  

Last few days, heard my dearest Papa had fallen sick! so heart broken and i am not filial to be able to head home straight away.  After thee meeting, i phoned up mama.  it was a hard time, because the call i making gonna break her heart.  I held up the phone for some minutes before gaining my courage to dial the number.  Mama was on the phone.  "hello, with her weak voice". T__T.   i was speechless all in a sudden. arghhhhh. 

"im so sorry " i could have say.  : (

Mama heard the news, i know there is disappointment.  but she didnt blamed.  She understand the situation.  I wish i can back tomorrow as i planned, but .......  But only left 2 days for me to finish everything and pass up on monday! weeps.. It is so difficult.  the "sorry" is so difficult to tell mama.  

i know there's sunshine behind the rain;

i know there's good times behind the pain; 

i closed my eyes and pray,

 i closed my eyes and i could see a better day.  

SPIKES!

i was in Oldtown kopitiam, packing my belongings to return home.  

When i OFF the SUIS of my lappie, a sudden yellow spikes appeared!  

Shocked! held back my hand quickly.  

"Zi ZI Zii" sound could be heard.  that's SCARY.  

Finally, i asked a favor from the waiter, but a waitress approached me instead.  

Our conversation was chic Vs duck talk.  = = 

Even i acted out hyperbolically also, she smiled at me and asked me to change plug, explaining to me that the plug is SPOILED (after i used for 3 hours lor)..  

so, i pointed to the plug and said "SOT".  

She became annoyed and OFF the suis.  

It was safe BUT NOT when she unplugged it.  

She touched the plug with bare hands.  

At the moment she pulled it out, yellow spikes again and this time even bigger than the 1st time i saw.  

She was stunted, sitting on the floor, holding my plug and gave me a BIG stare. 

Sorreee, i tried to warn her, but she was not listening.  

Luckily she is safe.  Guilty....  

Really scared of lightning and spikes.  

This is not my 1st time! weeps.  

as a token of appreciation, i asked them to keep the change of my rm 5

 lol

hope returns disappointment

sad sad..today i went to meet up the lecturer.  Who knows, he told me i have done the WRONG test analysis. The test result need to redo!  ARGHhhhh, i rooted there! y again ? weeps. please la ailin, cant you be more SING muk! scolded myself! gerrr... tears almost rolled down at that moment, feeling useless and disappointed.  even intended to give up. Yeah, i know that i m the one to be blamed.  bad news that the final thesis presentation would be in the mid of February (after cny), instead of January as planned earlier!  Sorry to my family members especially mama who kept worrying.  Sorry to all my dearest friends who had given me endless support.  Sorry to meimei and my dear to put your hope into disappointment once again.  aiks.  heart sank to the bottom and my mind is in a mess right now.  No appetite and no hope to talk at all.  JUst sorry ... sobsob.  **I know it is a small matter, but really cant help feeling useless. i will be okay, but not at this moment! 

头疼啦！

随着论文告一段落，好像有点迷惑了．漫长人生，跟我想象的差了点点．本来完了论文，不知天高地厚的我，还想到处去旅游，毕竟从form5毕业到现在，都马不停蹄的为了“钱途”而冲．可是，梦归梦，醒来了，就得脚踏实地，不能那么自私！

这阵子,的确对“钱途” 有了不同的视野，开始积极找工．在找工的当儿，才真真发现找工不难，但想找什么工，才是最难的！我竟然对着我的cover letter，呆住了。 我 怎么没想过呢? 你想做什么？你做过什么？你最擅长的地方是什么？你比别人强么？哇牢，毫无头绪的我，像风吹的杂草，随风摇摆，犹豫不决！ 想起当初为了那个瀑布而去读的学校，真的够勇敢！到头来，毕业了，都不懂能做什么。 一间大公司，我竟然去看他们organisation chart, 有够笨的。chart 里面的人头仔，肯定不少来头啦！ 而我申请的只是个芝麻绿豆的职位，又怎会出现在那儿呢！老师从小叫我们写的citacita saya, 根本是派不上用场的。 我的 peniaga 都可以被老师错写为penjaga. 是个预兆吗？以前要做的工，来来去去就是那几样，教师啊，警察啊，商人啊，医生，护士，空姐，飞机师。好像世界只有这几个职业。哈哈。甚至连我的侄女都会写， I want to be a princess in the future! = = 这就是画在纸张，和花在纸币的分别！谁不想要天天起床，都是阳光普照的一天，做自己喜欢的工作。  但又有多少个有这个能耐呢？

自己也搞不懂自己， 少了DD信心，多了DD担心. 徘徊了，典型的办公室职员或是到处创业绩的上班族？或许第一步就很害怕跌倒！鼓起勇气寄了几封信给想进的公司， 却到头来想退缩，还矛盾地希望没有人打来！真需要一番鼓励的话, 谁能推我一把? 做工的朋友或许早就把你们当初见工的害怕忘得一干二净了，从你们口中说出来的，是没什么大不了的东西，但是，看来我还没办法达到那个高境界吧！说真的，我起初只想当幼稚园老师， 对！就是每次会被气到五孔生烟的小恶魔受害者。但是, 看来我还是被现实概念笼罩着！ 

有没有试过问问天？ 反正你们高高在上，应该看得最清楚世界的动态，从一开始你们就盖个印给我们，分配我们不同的工作，我们从小就加把劲练习，不就得了吗？就不会有那些失业的疯癫人士为了工作而提早上天拜访咯！你好我好嘛！

ArrowRoot...

i was walking in Giant for some cooking ingredients.  

shandy! Carlberg, Tiger ! remind me of the new year is around the corner! haha 

i was in the vege department, looking for some onions.

who knows, something piling up that caught my attention

ARROWROOT, aka the nga ku! haha

then the cooking idea popped in! 

YEAH

frying arrowroot. 

without hesitation, i began grabbing the arrowroot, 

even wrongly interpreted by those auntie who passed by, thought they were in great sale! 

LOL

choosing is important~ usually i choose those longer root and bigger in size geh

longer root will be more convenient to hold during slicing. hehe.

unlike previous time i made in Ipoh, this time tougher because i found that i didnt have the slicer, lol, 

ended up, i used the peeler

yaya, those ordinary peeler used to peel apple!

saw those irregular shapes? haha  

Slices were put into the refrigerator overnight. 

this would make it drier , n the oil wont PILIPAKLAK so geng! 

here comes the frying.. yoohoo.. 

i admit i m not good in the fire controlling, 

that is y uneven tone color between the side and the centre part.  

some even BURNT! haha..

most important is SHARING with family and friends! 

yoohoo.. *Nom nom nom* 

pre-chinise new year, certainly cant miss out the NGA KU! 

今天好煮意！

grilled + Stir-fry fillet 

Golden fried rice

that's our thursday dinner..

heeeeee...
Satisfied! 

♥♥♥ cooking

today was actually a colorless day

nothing to do,

all things need to wait until my supervisor done marking

then only i can start back work.

then suddenly cooking flashed across my mind

i decided to cook dinner

for 2 persons

hehe, just ♥♥♥ cooking

the chicken rice

with a star-shaped sunshine up! 

lol

i know it is kinder simply

with some common ingredients

such as chicken fillets, mushroom, ginger slices, 

black fungus, rice, egg..

in fact i love the cooking process.

keke

worth the sweats

when myDEAR so give facie and finish 2 bowls of rice

(he actually no choice also)

haha

overall, he said is GOOD

happienya!

SUMMONEs which started the suey day

today memang a suey day

i was driving to cheras

dumbiely, i used the Jalan Templer for that peak hours, 

traffic congested

but it was small case for me, 

at least i got the cool air cond, 

everything will be ok. 

lol

heading to the federal highway,

a lorry blocked the way, 

and there were small stones kept attacking

i cut the lorry and drove on the fast lane

who knows a Merz was "blowing" at behind,

i stepped on my oil paddle and began speeding 

not more than 5 minutes,

before i could brake in time or decrease my speed, 

i saw traffic slow moving in front,

i was relief because was just some road contruction.

however, when i drive nearer

shit, 

that is the police blockings,

and soon i was requested to park aside!

everything were too fast,

he held my ic n driving license ,

began saying rm 300 for summone , 

soon, name was writtten down. 

"ah moi, pandu baik baik ya" 

warned the police uncle before i winded up my window

@@

suey

my rm 300 gone for speeding

n no negotiation was made! 

GGEEEERRRRRR

mou yam gong a! 

that is so called " meeting the TIGERS once in a blue moon if u  are faulty frequently" 

finally reached the Uni

i stepped out from the car, 

even myself also shock, 

when i realised something so familiar on my foot.

GOSH, home slippers! 

i had wore my flipflops to school.

embarrassing esp the day was crowded with students

i kept my head down, 

with my sun glasses, 

headed straight to lecturer office

then run away the fastest 100m i have ever make.

but still, consider lucky 

to get some freebies ice apple tea 

on the way to take my car.

i put into my bag and left with a smile

who knows, i walked half way 

only realised the can was LEAKING! 

CRAP!

Purse and my files were bathed in the AppleTEA! 

sticky n smells jerk!

heading home, with unbalance emotion lol 

made my way turning into NPE,

what? 

another groups of hungry police waiting

2nd road blocks i met in a day! 

but this one i didnt kena! 

touchwood! 

i remmeber last week only i told him

i hardly met the police along that way! 

really WU NGAH mouth!

but, for another point of view, 

it was 1 month before the new year

meaning i 小财不出，大财不入

new year, i gonna HUAT ar! lol  

无聊的一篇

果然是条苦力命

相反的我, 不爱太闲空,
奇怪的我, 不爱睡觉,
怪癖的我, 爱吃早餐.


论文,
忙得透不过气来
却让我觉得时间过得很充实
早上起床,早餐后就冲刺，肚子响了就医肚，还是可以去约会。
虽然大小姐少不了点坏脾气
而大部分受害者就是他,或是妹妹咯
嘻嘻


有试过吗？
不想笑， 只想放空
不想说话，只想愣着
不想碎碎念了，只是厌烦自己
不想解释，只因它逆耳，不被相信
喜欢坐在咖啡厅，累了，就可以看看周围忙碌的步法；
喜欢站在天桥上，看着车辆在路上奔驰；
喜欢逛街买东西，可以看见他们的笑容真的会很满足的咯；


论文差不多告一段落勒
但是,没有想象的开心
可能是没了呆在家里的借口
早餐吃了就要想:"今天,做什么, 去那里? "
但是， 我明白这样的我很自私
路还是得走下去！
过得开心就好，
想不到太远了， 看不到的未来，就冲了再算吧！