yogi de 弄巧反拙

我不想变成那个唷奇熊熊。

出发点是好，但是没有人会欣赏

大家只看成果

往往伸出的援手，

都会弄巧反拙

真的不知道是自己笨

还是更需要帮忙的本来就是自己

有时冥冥知道帮得上

却因为时间地点而误了大事

结果惹人生气，自己又不开心

多管闲事

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

对不起！

  

second chance

went to the 1st interview

but sadly,

i was not qualified

i felt worst 

when

my CV was passed 

to another division

and was called for interview tomorrow

aiks

perhaps

i should think from a bright side.

maybe it is a second chance given

it is a better way to reject my application with a new suggestion provided

: (

somehow,

it is heartbreaking

little inner confusion

thought of rejecting the job interview at 1st

but

think deeper, 

this is another chance, 

rejecting without trying

certainly not a wise move.

what to do?

I'll take a risk, take a chance,

make a change,

and

breakaway

~kelly clarkson~ 

Such a fool!

today i went sing k, after singing for 2 hours, i left to avoid stuck in traffic jam

when i reached home, OMG

what i realise was

the neway controller was in my handbag

= =

chen ai lin, chen ai lin

i really pui fuk u de lo

really can do such stupid things de

aiks

i quickly  called back to them and told them the incident

surprisingly, they haven informed on the missing remote controller. 

LOL

promised to return them tomorrow

GERRRRRR

so speechless to myself